Understanding

Things have been complicated for you lately so much, so that you have not been at home, and the days you are, your head is bowed over a report, only looking up to stretch. Even eating at your desk.  You don’t know how much I admire what you do and the dedication towards your work, and I won’t tell you more than that either.  Silent communication, a smile here and a touch there goes an extremely long way towards keeping me calm and centered.

After some time, I finally have a chance. You are home for three days, still working but home and my willing victim for the whole three nights… All mine... The kids are in bed, the house is quiet.  I come to you with blank face, not allowing you to see what exactly I want or feel, in case I am wrong. Sitting in your lap. I think so you are happy to see me. Your hands are instantly wrapped around me and holding me against you. Finally I am feeling peaceful and nervous all at the same time.  Would you allow me or not what I am about to do?

I ask if I may have your permission to be bold. Your voice is distant and your eyes also.  I don’t ask you for much and definitely I don’t ask often. Your answer is a very surprising "yes". So I take advantage of my boldness by turning to face you and kiss the living daylights out of you. Just that action alone was like striking a match between us. Both on fire and not a moment later you have me against the table with my legs wrapped around you, ready and eager to have more of you.  Oh baby just to feel you under my hands and that hunger made me greedy for you, begging for a taste of you.

It was amazing and you have the nerve to say you jumped me?  I like this argument who jumped who.  Not sure who won but to sleep smiling against you again is no crime.