Understanding

Dear Eli

I never thought I would ever meet someone like you, someone who could and would understand me the way you do. The day I met You, I was proven wrong. That night I approached you in the club quietly from behind and asked if you were OK. You were standing as still as a statue with your glass. You took me by the hand and asked if I would like to see the roof with you. Tinoki do you remember that night, do you remember what happened there, the start of the bond that seals us forever.
It felt like we found one another after a long time, possibly after lifetime. That night you took me to the roof, as if I belonged to you alone, I saw no one but you and heard no other voice but yours. You held me against you and made me feel safe and at the same time afraid. Safe, in the knowledge that no one would ever hurt me again and afraid. Afraid, because I was moving forward in my life in ways that were foreign to me. Forward into the ‘unknown’ what happens now. Would you also have the same fears as i do about the future ahuv?

You were a stranger taking me away from my friends wouldn’t you also be afraid. I wanted to take my hand from yours that night but I didn’t… I can’t explain what I don’t understand, but my hand in Yours felt right and dangerous at the same time. You weren’t like other people. You never dragged me, you weren’t harsh, you never forced me to go with you. You are and have since been the opposite of everything I feared.